Meaning in Psalm 51
Alfred D. Byrd
PROUDLY, I've lived, but I've done great wrong.
In the eyes of the world, was I a king?
Did I sit enthroned and hear the pleas
Of the poor, the sick, and the weak for justice?
Sometimes, I felt that I owned the world
And could do with it whatever pleased me.
Trappings of power obscured my vision.
Nothing — no crown — allowed me to take
The wife of a friend to warm my bed
Or the life of that friend to hide my sin.
How much I deserve to hear one tell me,
"David, it's you who've sinned against God!"
My God, I need Your mercy today.
I've covered my life, Your gift, with shame,
I've broken the bonds of trust with a friend,
I've taught my people to lust and be killed,
And, worst of all of the wrongs that I've done,
I've flouted the will of my God, my Maker.
Even within the womb that bore me,
Darkness was present within my soul.
That darkness has guided my acts in life
Until I reached a point of despair.
You wanted within me, my God, the truth,
The wisdom to know the right from wrongs
And to choose the right for the sake of life,
But you got rebellion, a sin, and a death,
And mercy alone, my God, can restore
My life to You in peace and gladness.
Wash me, my God, with water of life
To cleanse my soul from all that grieves You.
Cleanness of heart is what You desire.
Whatever it takes to reach that goal
Is what I want to be right with You.
If I knew that blood of beasts would please You,
Thousands of them would die for my sins,
But it's You alone, my God, Who can save
The guilty from death when I come to You.
You've made a way to forgive my sins
And to turn one filthy purer than snow.
In response to love that forgives my sins—
In response to mercy that gives me new life,
I offer, my God, a heart that breaks
With sorrow for wrongs that I've done to You.
I offer thanksgiving for life out of death;
I offer praises — endless, I wish—
To the One Who lives above the earth,
Yet comes to a world defiled with sin
To rescue and heal the lives of rebels.
Only in You, my God, is there hope
Of a world of peace that rests on justice;
Only in You, my God, is there life
That endures beyond the harms of our sins.
May You use my tongue to teach my neighbors
The way of truth that can build a world
Both safe for us and pleasing to You.
If this poem spoke to you, you may enjoy my Biblical epic poems
A Song of the One, the age-old account of Creatlon, Fall, Redemption, and Glory retold in verse for a new millennium, and
The Stars Bow Down: An Epic of Joseph, the timeless tale of a favorite son whose brothers sold him into slavery, but whom God raised from a prison to save the known world from famine.